Look at me cleverly responding after recent developments have happened.
THERE'S STILL PART OF HER THAT WONDERS HOW MUCH HE'S ACTUALLY SOLVED THE MYSTERY since he more alluded to things than actually "proved" anything to her, but she's willing to take that as a sign of discretion from him :x (like "I know what's going on so now I ALSO know why it is a subject you treat delicately, look at me treating it delicately!!") So she is taking on faith the idea that he really does understand her on at least a basic level, and she's 99% sure that he at least recognized his "sin" even if he didn't outright state it, so she's satisfied with that for now .///. At this point she's not even entirely sure how to... respond... Since they've already acknowledged their love for each other and as long as Battler isn't somehow horrified by the revelation, then it's a pleasant surprise, but still sort of... OK SO NOW WHAT?! I NEVER THOUGHT THIS THROUGH THAT FAR?? It's mostly just a great relief to think of him understanding the situation and not having to worry about how he'll accept it. (There are still other things she can and will be concerned about, but this alone is a weight off of her shoulders.) By now she's coasting on being as openly affectionate for him as she feels like being, and fuck the haters!!
Honestly, at this point, Beatrice's feelings for Raven don't influence her feelings for Battler or vice versa, so the fact that it's nevertheless a thing is mostly just uncomfortable for her. IF SHE THINKS ABOUT IT TOO MUCH, she freaks out a little bit, so she generally avoids doing so :') I... I can have everything I want if only I believe!!!! IN THE GOLDEN LAND, EVERYONE CAN LOVE AND COEXIST PEACEFULLY.
How you feelin' about what you did in Erika's heart, Battler
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THERE'S STILL PART OF HER THAT WONDERS HOW MUCH HE'S ACTUALLY SOLVED THE MYSTERY since he more alluded to things than actually "proved" anything to her, but she's willing to take that as a sign of discretion from him :x (like "I know what's going on so now I ALSO know why it is a subject you treat delicately, look at me treating it delicately!!") So she is taking on faith the idea that he really does understand her on at least a basic level, and she's 99% sure that he at least recognized his "sin" even if he didn't outright state it, so she's satisfied with that for now .///. At this point she's not even entirely sure how to... respond... Since they've already acknowledged their love for each other and as long as Battler isn't somehow horrified by the revelation, then it's a pleasant surprise, but still sort of... OK SO NOW WHAT?! I NEVER THOUGHT THIS THROUGH THAT FAR?? It's mostly just a great relief to think of him understanding the situation and not having to worry about how he'll accept it. (There are still other things she can and will be concerned about, but this alone is a weight off of her shoulders.) By now she's coasting on being as openly affectionate for him as she feels like being, and fuck the haters!!
Honestly, at this point, Beatrice's feelings for Raven don't influence her feelings for Battler or vice versa, so the fact that it's nevertheless a thing is mostly just uncomfortable for her. IF SHE THINKS ABOUT IT TOO MUCH, she freaks out a little bit, so she generally avoids doing so :') I... I can have everything I want if only I believe!!!! IN THE GOLDEN LAND, EVERYONE CAN LOVE AND COEXIST PEACEFULLY.
How you feelin' about what you did in Erika's heart, Battler